Baladen Thread
I don't know how else to put this.
It's taking me so long to do this.
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.
My muscles feel like a melee,
My body's curled in a U-shape.
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.
Propped up by lies and promises.
Saving my place as life forgets.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.
I'm only here for a while.
And patience is not my style,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
I get to go home in one week.
But I'm leaving home in three weeks.
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.
I'm following suit and directions.
I crawl up inside for protection.
I'm told what to do and I don't know why.
I'm over-existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family.
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause I'm so tired that I got to go.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through.
Tell me I'm a part of history.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
A thousand people yell,
They're shouting my name,
But I want to die in this moment,
I want to die,
And a thousand people smile
They're smiling at me
But I want to die in this moment,
I want to die,
No way to understand
Why I've become the way I am,
But when the sky is filled with stars,
I find the place inside my heart,
Some people can take a blow
And won’t ever drop,
But I want to die in this moment,
I want to die,
She will tell me she loves me
And she won’t ever stop,
But I want to die in this moment,
I want to die,
A coldness in my soul
And I reach out for her to hold,
And then I watch her close her eyes,
It's only me that needs to cry
And if I stay with you,
Do you believe that love comes true?
No way to understand
Why I've become the way I am,
And when the sky is filled with stars,
I find the place inside my heart,
And then I watch her close her eyes,
It's only me who needs to cry,
A thousand people yell,
They're shouting my name,
But I want to die in this moment,
I want to die.
....
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepard meet shepard
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate
Falls ihr ihn mal zufällig irgendwo mit seinem supergeilen Gitarrenspiel in einem Pub trefft, schönen Gruß von mir! Hab damals mit der Combo ein paar Bierchen geschlabbert, tolles Erlebnis... mehr nicht dazu ;o))